Mother's Day

Mother's Day is an awkward holiday for me.  As most people know we've struggled with being able to conceive so a day honoring mothers can be a tough one.  Through the years of trying this holiday became less of a reminder of what I don't have and more of a celebration of things to come.  I may not have a child but that does not mean I am not a mother.  The April issue of the Ensign had an article that summed it up for me:

My Search for Motherhood

I couldn't help but relate to the story and feel grateful for the blessings in my life.

In the June issue of the Ensign there was the following article:

Learning to Cope with Infertility

I've been so touched to read the Ensign and find articles that speak to me in my current situation.  I have a testimony that miracles do happen and know that the Lord hears my prayers.  I continue to pray for a child but I know that I am still a mother who deserves a day of pampering.  I'm lucky to have a husband who always thinks of me on Mother's day and treats me with love and respect.